I was with this guy for 7 years. We had a very crazy and reckless relationship. Filled with drugs and legal issue. 2010 all the drugs had stopped but the legel issue started catching up to us. A month before he was suppose to go to jail he kept joking with me how he was going to get my pregnant before he went. I really thought it was just some weird joke. He wasn't kidding it happened. The whole time he was in jail I was pregnant. He got out just in time to be there when I had the baby. At this time he was homeless and I was living with family. I did everything I could to support him. Fast forward 4 years later I was at work late. I come home to half the shit in the house missing... He told he was leaving me. I was completely heart broken. Found out he was trying to have sex with a under age girl. So I was done. When that didn't work he tried getting back with me. Which I completely denied. He already cheated on me in tha past and he just left me and his son to fuck a little teenage girl. After a couple months I started dating again and ended up in a pretty serious relationship. My son father started dating too. He was also still very active in my sons life. Which is great. But then stuff started getting weird.

My ex started lossing a ton of weight. He would never be on time to pick up or drop off my son. My son started coming home smelling of cig smoke. He sarted complaining about paying for anything for our son. My son would come home and be in tear because his father didn't feed him the whole time he was with him. I started packing food for son whenever he was supposed to be with his dad. Something clearly wasn't right. I got a message from a random person one night saying my ex and his gf are smoking crack around the kids. So I immediately got my son back and called CPS. Come to find out it was much worse. They were smoking crack and shotting herion. The kids got taken away but I still had my son. I told his father to get into rehab and then we could talk about him seeing his son again. A year later he went. He seemed to get doing okay. I let him see his son supervised a come times. It went well. Then I let him have one night with him. Which they were suppose to be staying with his grandparents. So I thought there is no way he can fuck this up. As soon I left from dropping my son off. His dad took him to a drug dealers house. Lock my 5 year old outside the house in 95 degree weather and left him out there by himself for hours. After being at the drug dealers house they left and parked somewhere. Since my ex was high as balls he couldn't go back to his grandparents house. He and my son slept in the car over night. That evening I called to check up and no one would answer. I got pissed and texted I want my son back in the morning. He agreed and we set up a time. I show up and my son is with his grandparents and his dad is gone. On the way to taking my son home my son is telling me he didn't eat the whole time he was there and told me everything else that happened. I was PISSED!!!😤😤 I literally thought I was going to murder someone. A year later which is now. I haven't let my ex see my son. Hes been in jail off and on. Hes hasn't paid anything in child support. He has a couple warrants out and he moved to another state. He rarely calls but when he does he doesn't ask about his son. He bitches at me saying I'm a bad person for keeping them apart and how could I do that to our son. I'm married now and I want my husband to adopt my son. My husband adores my son. They're like 2 peas in a pod. They do everything together and even match they're outfits together. My POS ex won't sign his rights over so we can make this happen. I makes me so freaking mad! My ex has another son from before me and he NEVER sees him. Doesn't pay child support and trys to act like he never even happened. I know this is going to be the same deal with my son.