Masturbation and Sex

I wanna have sex with my husband! Like some realllllllll good sex....but he’s always busy on video games and never really gives me affection, and when he does it’s boring kinda...same old positions and he never wanna try anything new, I haven’t really orgasm while having sex and I’ve never told him I haven’t (bc I don’t wanna hurt his feelings) but I just wish he would fuck me like he used to when we were dating....so now I feel like I have to masturbate just to satisfy myself (and it’s fun) just bc he can’t or won’t do it...

Edit* I’ve told him that I want us to have sex like we use to and how sex gets boring but he doesn’t change anything...