Extreme sadness

I have had complications with this 2nd pregnancy from the day I found out I was expecting, that I never faced with my daughter. There were days we thought everything was going to stick, well I went for my 1st ultrasound yesterday 9-2-15 I started getting scared when the ultrasound tech called in two others. It all ended with me in the OR to remove a tubal but it turns out I just had a lot of big cysts and a misscarige so they removed the cysts and the lifeless fetus:( I went to mercy hospital so being a Catholic hospital thay arranged a small burial. even though im not Catholic and this is in a way validation I needed that this was a life that mattered even at only 7 weeks