Rant (trigger warning)

When I was 7 years old I went to a park with my mom. She went and sat down while I went and played with the other kids. After awhile it was just me and one other girl. She looked about 6 years older than me. She began to ask me strange questions about my body and then asked me to take off my clothes. Me being a dumb 7 year old I listened because I wanted to trust an older girl. (We were in one of the playground sets so no one could see what was happening.) she then took her clothes off and asked me to do things to her and she would do the same to me.

Now the reason I bring this up, sometimes when I think about this I start feeling really guilty and like it’s my fault. I’m 16 now but I still remember it and the therapy I went to for weeks after. I could’ve said no or even walked away but I didn’t. And I just don’t know.