Depression

I was diagnosed with depression two years ago but never put on medication. Over the last two years my depression got worse to the point now I have manic depression. I was very confused because I did not know if I was bipolar or not. But turns out I am not bipolar just very depressed. Alot of the times I feel hopeless and feel like doing nothing. Sometimes I don't go to school because I cant get out of bed. I also have racing thoughts and sleep doesn't feel like enough. I have to take 4.5 mg of Xanax a day and it does help! I am starting to feel better but I do have my bad days. Just wanted to share part of my life story with you guys! Thank you for listening