Someone please give me strength

I broke things off with a man I was seeing earlier this week. He didn’t want a serious relationship, it was kind of impossible anyway with our distance and time, and emotionally it was getting hard for me to have someone in my life/ but not really a part of it.

I haven’t been able to cry.

We’ve messaged and casually talked daily.

I am already missing him and I’ve written out two texts saying I was wrong to break things off or that I was taking this harder than I thought. I never sent the texts...

He was the first and only man I’d been with since my exhusband so maybe this is just harder emotionally because of that.

I just need some words or thoughts to get me through my work day today.