Anyone else have a husband who struggles to communicate?
If this gets a little long just bare with me š
Yāall. I love my husband. I adore my husband. My husband is my very best friend. My husband also isnāt very good with communication or expressing his feelings.
Back story.
Iāve known my husband for almost ten years. We met when I was a senior in high school and he was a junior. We went to different schools and by all accounts we were high school sweethearts. W the exception of us splitting his senior year..when he we met he was dating this girl. They broke up we got together shortly after and once we broke up they got back together and over the course of their relationship they had two sons. Theyāve not been together since he was 19. He is 25 now. His ex is now also married and has a child w her current husband. She packed up and moved to California leaving the boys w her mother. (Custody arrangement papers show custody w her mom/my husband sheās not even anything) And in the last two years his ex/her mom has made it impossible to see his kids. It boils down to her hating me. FROM HIGH SCHOOL. she still to this day says āI stole him from herā??? Yes weāve contacted a lawyer. Yes weāve involved cops but it was so traumatic for his oldest son that we realllly donāt want to do that again.
Iām having my c section next week on the 21st (!!!) itās my first and my husbands first daughter. Iāve kept my pregnancy from his ex/her family bc she would post on social media how āsheās make my life hell if we have kids. Especially a daughter bc she wants a daughter so badā blah blah. Well now that sheās found out. Iām not sure how but like I canāt hide my daughter forever lol sheās just constantly bothering my husband. Using their sons against him blah blah. You name it sheās trying it. Her and her mom. Weāre in limbo at the moment waiting on lawyers and court and what not.
Of course thereās other things but this situation is the main one that bothers him and the one that we are constantly trying to deal w.
When I try and talk to my husband bc I KNOW itās bothering him he just kinda brushes me off. He doesnāt want to talk about anything. Be it the situation w his kids. My health as I have an neurological disorder that often leaves my in bed for days bc Iām so sick. Work issues. Anything. I am one that has to communicate. Like if I donāt it eats at me. I used to not be a good communicator but after going to therapy for anxiety and depression i realized how important communication is. My husband grew up in a family that was less than ideal. His parents split when he was young and up until recently he hadnāt spoke to his dad. (He still doesnāt speak to his mom and itās been almost three years. At least his dad is trying) but his dad was one to never talk about anything. āTalking about feelings is what women doā āboys donāt cry. They need to be toughā etc. has been that way his WHOLE LIFE. Which is why I think my husband doesnāt communicate well.
Yāall getting my husband to talk or communicate is like pulling teeth. Itās causing arguments and issues in our marriage. Heās not opposed to going to counseling but you can tell heās only saying it to make me happy and I donāt want to waste time going if he isnāt going to really work at it. I just donāt know what to do anymore. Iām sure my nerves about becoming a mom next week arenāt helping but I love my husband so much and I know that this is weighing on him awful and I just want him happy and healthy. Any advice ? Or words if encouragement?
Iām sorry if this is rambling or all over the place. And if you read it all youāre the best ever. Thanks yāall. ā¤ļø
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