Sometimes Dreams Are Too Specific For Google, Helllp

I had a dream that I was maybe a little bit older than I am now (right now I'm 20, 21 in June). I had a dream that I had 6 kids by about 5-6 different guys, but my mom made me let the guys and their families keep and raise my babies because she didn't want to be bothered and whatever other reasons. Whatever the reasons, i had no involvement in their lives.

I don't know if at the time I was too young to care about the sitution or if I just didn't remember anything, but all of a sudden I set out to find my kids and it was really heartbreaking. In my real life being a mom is really important to me and if this really happened I'd be devastated.

I'm kinda fuzzy on the details, but I don't think I had many problems with the kids' dads, or even their families (thier moms and siblings, etc.). I just remember throughout the dream i kept saying "I have six kids" in amazement.. like I really gave birth.. it felt so real, I woke up wondering if some something that really happened 😭 anybody know what this dream could mean/symbolize?