TERRIFIED of upcoming doctors visit😭😭😭

So, I’m a person who likes to avoid the doctor. I haven’t really been able to do so because of various health issues, but going alone terrifies me which I have to do on Thursday. I just got a new doctor and this will be my first time meeting her, and my first physical. I haven’t been to a doctor in a long time, but I do take anti depressants and anti anxiety medications. I’m not a minor but I’m worried my new doctor will see my cuts and scars on my body. I almost don’t want them to ask about them because I don’t need immediate help nor am I in danger at the moment.. just not sure how to feel about the whole upcoming experience. Any words are appreciated.