I have never shared my story... but ladies you are not alone. I was depressed, lonely, confused, and sad. Unfortunately I was also naive. If this isn’t your case that is okay, no matter what, YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I survived this. This is my story.

I was getting attention now and wether it was good or bad I didn’t care. Along came the star of the varsity baseball team. He was absolutely a bad boy. No easy way to put it. I was the only girl in weight class now and he noticed. He noticed my short shorts and my tight yoga pants and he made sure I knew. He started smooth talking, interrupted the other 2 boys at my locker with some flirty comment and jock charm and I was all for it. We had medical anatomy together. He was falling behind (like bad boys do) and he needed my help. I was stupid enough to welcome him into my house to study, in the basement, alone.

He covered my mouth and said to be quiet. That it was okay. I was petrified, completely paralyzed with fear. Things were silent as a tear streamed down my face when I closed the door behind him.

It was early March when I was raped.

I cut all ties and listened to the instructions of a church leader to get me back on the right path. It didn’t help. I felt worthless. I was already used... like a piece of gum chewed up and spat out, nobody would want me. That’s what I was told.

I didn’t care anymore.