My husband and I have been married almost 4 years. We have 2 children and a 3rd on the way. He works full time, I work full time, run a business, and I’m full time in school. I handle all of the house work and do everything for the kids. I do everything for him as well. He refuses to get a license so I get up and get the kids ready at 4:30 every morning to take him to work before coming back home and finishing getting ready for me to head to work. I have to make sure he’s up for work, he can’t even set an alarm clock. He refuses to get his GED to further his education which is the reason I have to be in school, if I don’t go we live in poverty forever.

We don’t talk to each other. I don’t feel like talking anymore. All it ever is is yeah, ya, and yep. What’s the point?

I take the kids to work with me, the only other adult I see all day is my dad, who I can’t really talk to.

I beg for attention(that’s not sex because he thinks he deserves sex anytime I get an ounce of attention). I beg for help around the house. I beg him to fill a sippy cup so the kids will stop screaming at me

I feel extremely depressed and honestly think maybe if I just disappeared we’d all be better off.

I can’t keep up with school. Or the house work. Or my business orders.

I feel like everything falls on my shoulders to make happen and just need a little help. Is that too much to ask for...

I guess this is my rant. Really need someone to tell me things will get better. Life does get easier. I’m just so tired of being strong on my own.