Told someone for the first time

Today I finally said the words out loud. "My dad sexually abused me." It was part of the routine health questions for my first appt when I found out I'm expecting my second child. I broke down in the office, but it felt good to finally admit it. I'm considering going to a specialist, but I haven't even told my husband yet. It's easier to just push it down and not think about it, but I know that's not what healthy.