I hate penetrative sex...

Sure, I have Endometriosis so sex can be painful at times but I am going to finally admit that I hate penetrative sex. I am petite and have a hard time finding a position that doesn’t stab my cervix. I can only orgasm clitorially so penetration is just for him, I really get no pleasure from it at all. My vagina almost always hurts after penetrative sex and leaves me with discomfort for days no matter how aroused I am or how much lube and foreplay there is. Any other ladies hate being vaginally penetrated or am I just a total weirdo?