Bad sex TMI warning

My man is so lazy in bed it makes me sick. He is a taker all the way. I know 5 years into the relationship men do weird shit but damn I almost smacked him upside his head last night I'm so fed up with his shit. If roles were reversed and I never pleased him Lord knows what he would do.

I sucked his dick early in the night.. He loved it. Then later he started up again. Put my hand on him and pulled me to him so I'm thinking sex. I always start with sucking him to get him hard but he just lays there and let's me continue. So I just started doing a terrible job. Still laying there he was like you can ride me... I'm like ok.. And I did for like 8 minutes and he was just laying in the same spot and at this point I get annoyed bc he just wants to lay there until I make him satisfied... So I get off him and he was like get my oil and I did and he was like jack me off.... I'm like uhhh so you would rather jack off then roll over and fuck me?!! He's like I'm tired I don't wanna put in the work. I'm thinking...And you don't think I want to?? So he jacks himself off for 10 minutes next me and and cums.. I was soo mad at him for being so lazy. Then he wakes up before work with a hard on today... WAKES ME UP?!! saying rub my dick so I'm like okay morning sex is the best!!! I start sucking him and he was getting all Into it in the same spot yall ... Then I was like can we fuck and he was like I don't feel like it. I was like are you fucking kidding me?! Well fuck it. I don't wanna wake up yo suck ur dick how about that and rolled over.. He then goes to the bathroom for 10 minutes so I know he jacked off.

It makes me feel like shit. Like I'm broken... I deserve to be pleased too. And I am so mad at him

And most the time when we do fuck it's lame af! And I'm good a riding reverse and normal and 90 percent of the time that's how we fuck sooo I am always the pleaser. No offense but I makes me have urges that I feel he will never fulfill. And I don't know how to go about it.