My best friend is having a baby for me

Hi all

I have a little girl she will be 9 in two weeks but after having her I was told I couldn't have anymore kids witch broke my heart till last year my best friend of 21 years said she will have one for me last week she found out she is pregnant 😁 so we are having a BABY!!! But now I'm getting nervous I haven't had a baby for 9 years I know there is still a very long way to go but I can't help but get excited looking at baby stuff names planning everything lol I was hopping to find someone else in the same position as me???!?