sorry about this post, i’m just in one of those moods where i’m feeling so much love and appreciation and i have to let it out 😭 this handsome man right here is my boyfriend, whom i’ve been with for just about 8 months- i’ve known him since i was 15 (i’m 18 now, he’s 20). this boy right here is my love, my biggest support, my rock, my home, my partner in crime, my light, my motivation, and most importantly my best friend. i never thought that a human could make me this happy, but oh gosh was i wrong. every single day without fail he makes me feel like the most beautiful, smart, funny, and loved girl in the universe. i’ve never met someone who cared about me so much, or could make me laugh as hard, or make me feel so safe, or make me melt with just a look or a word. he’s there for me like nobody else has ever been, he always tries his hardest to make sure i’m okay (i struggle a lot with depression and anxiety and bpd), and when he knows i’m having an episode and it feels like the world is crumbling at my feet, he won’t let me leave him until i at least genuinely smile. he helps me take care of myself more than i could ever thank him for. we’ve been through a lot together, hard times, good times, awkward, funny- but we always come out of it together, happier and stronger. we’re so, so close and i swear on god that nobody knows me better than him. we finish each other’s sentences practically, crack up at the same stupid things, have the same sense of humor and music taste, we both love spending all the time we can together, and i feel like i can talk to him about anything and everything in the world. he makes me laugh like crazy, never stops putting in effort, and makes me feel special and okay about myself for once, which nobody has ever been able to do. i love the nights where we just cuddle and talk and giggle for hours, nothing makes me happier than being with him. i can’t believe i ever settled for anything less. his arms around me are the safest feeling and i can’t get enough of him, every day with him is my favorite day. he motivates me to do better, be better, and feel better in the sweetest and most gentle ways. he makes me want to be a better me and he believes in me and trusts me and loves me even when it’s hard to do. this is the first person i’ve ever been with where i’ve without a doubt known they love me, he never stops showing it, even in the smallest actions. i never really believed i’d find a soulmate, but i’m beyond head over heels in love with him and there’s nobody else i’d rather spend the rest of my days with. he’s really got me, i love him wholeheartedly, and endlessly and i’ll continue loving him and supporting him for as long as he’ll have me. i wish these words did justice for how much i love him, but i don’t think there’s words in this language or any other that ever will.

i’m sorry about the long post, i just had to let it out 😭💘 i get so overwhelmed sometimes with how amazing he is. here’s some pics of us from the last almost year, i gotta show him off 🥰