Opk and not trying...

So we are not trying... yet.

I'm not sure he ever does...

We have a 5 and 3 year old and I really want to have another child. Like it's been my dream to have 3. Its 2 less than what my mom had and so I'd 3rd gen moving down. Like my great grear grandparents had 9 children and my great grand parents had 7 my parents had 5 so if I could I'd like to continue this. Have 3. And now I know my cycle forsure

Sigh i know relationships are a lot of compromise but I just idk... I'm worried I wont be ever fully happy.

Sigh idk what to do. WhTs your input