Advice needed!

I’m a single mom. Working full time, going to school full time and I have two kids.

and I’m severely depressed!

Some days I can’t get out of bed!

Somedays I feel like I’m not a good mom and that I have no love for them. I know I don’t have postpartum because I have not given birth in 3 years. I am going to a therapist but it is not working. I’m really trying to date and meet men so that I can give my children somewhat of a normal family life. I also used to want more kids. But I’m not sure how I can do that? I’m almost 30 now. But dating isn’t working for me either. The last guy I dated said that he backed off because I was being a jerk to him. I feel like life isn’t really fair to me. I’ve stopped going to church, became an atheist. I been binge eating to make myself feel better because I don’t wanna try doing drugs or anything. My entire life isn’t the same.

So should I continue with this therapist I’m seeing now or go to someone else? Seek help from somewhere else? I don’t have many options due to my insurance but I’m willing to try to explore them all.