I feel...

I feel so alone. My endometriosis is a burden. I am in so much pain. I’m so big. The surgery solved nothing. I only had a few months of pain relief. It wasn’t worth it. F*ck this disease. I hate everything. I have no one to talk to about this and my therapist says the best thing is to just “accept” it. Acceptance and commitment friends, acceptance and commitment. F*ck it all. Just f*ck it.