he promised he won’t do drugs anymore. yesterday he told me he took drugs, but kept it from me for 3 months. i’m so broken, is it possible that drugs and partying means more to him?

update; he says he’s not addicted, even though he was addicted before, and stopped, but now he’s doing it again, and keeps making me feel guilty for givim him shit about using it again. he says he’s not addicted right now, and doesn’t even consider stopping