Hello ladies. Hope y'all read my story and understand why I want an abortion.

I'm a victim of rape. I'm from a country that abortion is illegal. I was raped when I only want is to go home from school. :( I just can't tell you all on what exactly happened because I can't. I'm crying right now. I'm telling you all this for you to understand why I want to terminate this. I'm currently studying and I don't want my parents to know about this because they're old and I don't want them to be stressed just like me. I dont know what to do. I really need your help, if you could send me abortion pills from your country that abortion is legal then that would be so much help to me. I would pay for all of that just to abort this. I want to graduate and payback my parents. I'm begging you all. Please. Don't judge me. I'm facing depression right now.