So my boyfriend of 8 months broke up with me about a week ago. There was no cheating and no lying. But we were fighting quite a bit because I had started acting up. Our last fight was not even that bad but I kept fighting. I kept trying to call him while he was at work because I couldnt control my hormones. My period had just started and I was still on my birth control pills. I never meant to doubt his love for me. I love him so much and I know for a fact he loves me. We had our future set together. We had a family started with our animals. He was my everything as I was his. And I’m really struggling. Panic attack after panic attack. And I’m tired of talking to people and then telling me that it probably wasn’t meant to be. When I know for a fact It absolutely was. I dont want to let go of him because I know what I can do to recover this for us. There are attitudes that need to change on my end. I dont want to make anybody else in my life happy unless it’s him. I have barely eaten in 5 days and I want to see him more than anything. I want to have a mature conversation about our differences and work on them. And I’ve heard the whole “of he doesn’t want to fight for you then he’s not worth it” but he has fought for me. Chased me out. Made sure I didnt leave or go to bed upset. He did everything I want to marry And I cant live without him. He’s the man I saw children and a future with. Never thought I would get married till I met him.