In need of support-Miscarriage at 4 weeks and 3 days
hey all. so my boyfriend and I are on our second month of ttc. when my period didn't come on September 5th I decided to take a hpt, thinking this was our month. I am sooooo regular. I never am late or miss periods. the hpt was negative. the next day in late afternoon I got a faint but very much there, positive. I continued to get these faint positives that seemed to be getting slightly darker, but I was peeing so much it was hard to know for sure. anyways, I went to the bathroom earlier today and realized I was bleeding. my heart sank. the bleeding stopped, then I spotted, then it stopped, and then came back again over the course of the entire day. the doctor had me come in for an ultrasound. No sac on the screen. no baby blob on the ultrasound. I had some fluid leaking outside the uterus (not sure what that means, if u know please tell me!)
my boyfriend is being a total doll about the whole thing. he's so great. of course he is sad n all, but he's still holding it together for me.
but girls, I can't stop crying. legit I'll stop and all of a sudden a wave of sadness comes over me and I start sobbing all over again. I know it was early on in the pregnancy but I am so depressed. I'm also scared I won't be able to get pregnant again. I had a terminated pregnancy at age 18 (please don't judge I'm still torn up about it and regret it 100% my mom and my then bf dragged me to a clinic)
I really have no clue what to think right now. is it possible I could have not been pregnant? maybe it's my period instead? how do I overcome this? when can I start ttc again? will it take a while for my body to regulate?
thank you all! please feel free to share your own experiences! I need some comfort I really do.
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