Hi guys.. I'm pretty new to this app, and since I have such a hard time socialize in "real" life I figure I'd give a support group a try. I'm 33 years old, my husband is 44. I suffer from a lot of depression, which makes day to day life very difficult for me. When I do have to get up to go to work, it's a battle, regardless of how much sleep I had the night before. Troughtout the day I feel a lot of fatigue and all I can think about is coming home and resting, on the weekends even though I don't mean to I'll sleep til late in the afternoon, like LATE ... Sometimes 4pm. I don't want to socialize, I want people to leave me alone but that makes me  even more depressed, you know? I feel like the one thing I want in life I can't have, which is being a mother, I'm not saying that's the sole source of my depression but it plays a part. My husband struggles with low testosterone and disc disease, I have a lot on my plate, a lot of insecurities, I don't feel good enough, pretty, secure enough, ambitious, I sometimes struggle with eating disorders too, comes and goes. I've a lot of abuse in my life, I do take meds, a see a therapist when I can but between my issues and my husband it's hard keeping things going smoothly, not to mention the money needed for all that. Sorry for the huge post. If anyone can say anything please do. Thanks.