when you think your HG is gone and you’re on your last zofran

AND ITS SUNDAY NIGHT so you have to wait a whole 12+ hours for them to open the store and fill the prescription before i can get up and go get it.. knowing i’d most likely get sick long before i’m able to go pick it up.

and then it’s 7am...

tossing a little bit in bed, eyes still closed “ugh ew i really don’t feel good, i’m probably going to get sick”

open my eyes and realize the morning light is creeping in, close my eyes and the nausea comes knocking.

get up to pee anyways, but as soon as my feet hit the floor.. i need to get sick, and my body is telling me that that needs to happen NOW.

last time i did this i peed my pants a little bit from the force of throwing up. do i pee first or do i puke first? pants are like halfway down, about to sit on the toilet when, nope- pants right back up, spin my ass around, and 🤮

my irises are normally like that (i have one eye that’s blue/green and the other one is green/brown) it’s called sectoral heterochromia

BUT FOR REAL YALL. i’m 25 weeks tomorrow, almost out of the second trimester.. wasn’t this supposed to end like a trimester ago 😭😭

my answer: HELL NAH, lol. they diagnosed me with HG at 7 weeks, and marked me as high risk. they said i wasn’t high risk anymore, and unmarked me but it’s still in my portal. i’m sure the moment i stop being sick, is the moment i give birth to my son.

the spots on my skin are broken blood vessels from the force my body uses to get sick. it kinda looks like i got my ass beat though 😂