Emergency C-Section

I was to be induced on the 28th at 6am I went in at 1 something because I was bleeding and having pains. I get there at about 1:45Am and I asked if I could lay on my side as I was in pain and they said yes and they lost heartbeat so I had 3-4 people come in they gave my mom on of those outfits and then told her she couldn’t come back with me. I felt as though it was my fault because I wanted to lay on my side. I had my beautiful baby girl at 2:58Am. I still think it’s my fault