First round of clomid please i need help

BACKGROUND: so my husband and i have been ttc for almost 2 years and 1 year and 4 months after our miscarriage since the miscarriage my period has been off even before the miscarriage my period had been irregular i would skip a month but never more than a month so in July of 2018 i got diagnosed with pcos doctor decided to put me on birth control for 3 months to “regulate my cycle” (August-October) since withdraw bleed in October 2018 i didnt get my period back since taking birth control so i wait 3 months to see if it would come back on its own but didn’t so in January 2019 i went back and was put on provera to induce period and start with clomid my period was from January 26-31 took clomid from jan 30- feb 3 so i have no idea when i should expect my period to come my doctor told me to go back as soon if i didn’t get my period in a week after i would get it but i don’t know when to expect it am on cd 39 i been getting bfn and no sign of period and no type of symptoms i tried opk but they never got darker they only were almost or the same color i ran out of opk so i stoped at cd26 should i wait a week and go back to my doctor or go now ? Am losing faith 😔 i want a baby so bad 😔 at the beginning i had so much faith this would be our month but now am so sad i know am not