Really sad I can’t have a natural birth

I was all set up with my all natural water birth with a doula and midwife until I got diagnosed with preeclampsia and had to switch to a doctor (my midwife didn’t do high risk). My new doctor who’s amazing said when a mom with PREE delivers she had them get an epidural to keep blood pressure down and Incase of need for a emergency csection, it makes me kinda sad. I was so excited to deliver my son naturally in my dream birth and now I won’t get that chance. As long as we are both safe is all that matters obviously just kinda sucks