Feeling fat!

I’m 17 weeks now, pre-pregnancy I was 139lbs and 5’7”. I was always a size 4, pretty muscular and had 30DD boobs. I just went bra shopping and they’re putting me in a 34, I wanted to cry! Not to mention, we’ve been on vacation for few days and I’ve been eating liberally and also celebrating my birthday. Before vacation I was 151 lbs. That’s a 12 lbs weight gain by 17 weeks!!!

Now my doctor only saw me at 8 weeks and I was already up 5 lbs then? We he saw me at 13 weeks I had gained 1 lb more, so I’m not sure he’ll scold me, but I know from where I started and I just feel so fat!

I hate pregnancy. And if one more person says “but you’re growing a baby” I will punch them. Who are these women that love pregnancy? If you’re one of them... please don’t reply- no offense but I can’t take it!