Is it wrong to get upset over a negative pregnancy test?

I want a baby, I have baby fever bad. I LOVE being around babies and babysitting for extended periods of time.

My boyfriend isn’t ready but said he’d be happy if we had one.

I’ve never had a baby before so if something is slightly off or if I randomly start spotting I overthink everything and make my mind think I am pregnant even though in my heart I know I’m not.

So I took a test today and it was negative and I got super upset about it.

Is it wrong to get upset over it?