I’m such an annoying person during ovulation

I have been in an absolutely unbearable irritable bitchy mood during ovulation time lately. I don’t want to have sex with my poor partner and just pure mean to him. I just realized maybe my brain doesn’t want to “hope” it may work this month. If we don’t have sex we won’t even have a chance. That way I won’t get disappointed. I just want to be mom to a human child. To have a family with him. Being mom to a little boy in heaven is great and amazing. But I want a little one on earth too.

Thanks for listening. Have an great day.