Pray for me

A little back story: November and December, I had back to back chemical pregnancies. January, we didnt "try" and I didn't chart. We got pregnant again. I carried to 7 weeks and miscarried February 14th. It's now March 10th. I ovulated on Feb 27th/28th (I always feel ovulation). We've only has sex 4 times since the miscarriage (2 days before O, 2 days after) not trying to get pregnant as we are still grieving our previous losses but I refuse to go back on hormonal bc because it took 9 months to get pregnant after being on it for 7 years. So here I am, around 10 dpo (30 day cycles and I ovulate around day 12) and I've been cramping since 5dpo. Mild. I know it's too early but I took a test today and it was expectedly negative. Also starting to have nausea. Please pray for me if I do end up being pregnant, as my heart can not take another loss so soon. Please pray for me if I am not, that I do not get pregnant again until my body can maintain a healthy pregnancy. Prayer is all I have left, the doctors refuse to help me as I am 26 and they do not believe me that something is wrong that I have had 3 back to back miscarriages (high probability of hypothyroidism in my family). Thank you Glow family.