The hall pass gone wrong.

My husband and I were on a break. We gave each other a hall pass to date. Welp I got drunk and had sex (which I 1000% regret and think I’m a terrible person for. Being drunk doesn’t excuse it I’m just including it). We wore a condom but it ripped.

Anyways that was a month ago. My period is late and I’m pregnant. I have no way of knowing whose it is. I have no way to pay for an abortion and never told my husband.

Please offer advice and please don’t judge me or make me feel worse. I’m already feeling so low (which I know I deserve).