Dear anonymous...

Im so scared for my baby... Im scared for my relationship... Most of all Im scared for my sanity... I've already lost 2 babies to mc this year and I'm about 10-12w pregnant right now and I'm so scared I haven't been to the doctor so I don't even know if my baby has a heartbeat... How the fuck are are you just supposed to be happy to be pregnant how the fuck are you just supposed to let those memories go... I can't figure it out I can't get this fear out of my heart and I can't do it alone anymore!!!