Life can be fu*king cruel

I just need to vent. :( I’m so tore up it’s terrible. Being an empathetic person can have its downfalls. I’ve been talking to this guy and we’ve gotten close quickly. He’s so sweet and kind. He makes me so happy and just overall has an amazing personality. Sadly he’s been through a lot of MESSED up stuff growing up and He just recently told me he was diagnosed with brain cancer (possibly terminal) and is moving back near his family out of state. I’m in utter shock. I can’t believe it. I’ve been an emotional wreck for a day now. Not just for selfish reasons but mainly due to the sadness I feel for him. He’s such a great person I can’t even imagine having to go through this especially with me not being able to be there and help. I’m sad and scared because I know I’ll probably never see him again and I just want to know he’s okay. Sometimes I wonder why god even had us meet. Why bring an amazing man into my life only to tear him out of it so quickly before we could really begin? I don’t know what to feel. All I know is I feel sadness. I know no one else understands because we’re just seeing each other and haven’t been for very long but some people just grow on you fast and to imagine what he is going to deal with or even the possibility of him dying just kills me. I just want to enjoy the rest of the time we have together and make him happy. I don’t know what else to feel. I just need some words of advice and encouragement because I’ve never dealt with anything like this before. If anyone on her is religious please pray for him.. he needs all the prayers and good vibes 🙏