Depression and Anxiety

So lately I have been getting dizzy waves and my panic attacts are through the roof along with my anxiety. I feel empty inside and I dont know what to do. My mom is MIA most of the time and she wouldn't care anyways. I faint at school. I have a past of self harm but I hate myself for it. I lock myself in my room when I am not at school and its getting worse. My emotional and physical health is now being affected by it and I'm throwing up everywhere.

I have no where else to turn. Just thought I might use this as an outlet.

*no I am not on my period*