This lines meant everything to me

We where so excited to find out we where expecting. I was over the moon. I have had two miscarriages and it never gets easy. I have two beautiful rainbow babies but was excited to find out our family was growing. Well I started spotting yesterday along with blood clots. We are possibly having another miscarriage. We did blood test today and again in two days. But one knows. Your body tells you. I was so excited and now I’m devastated and all I have is two pink lines that will soon disappear 💔