Confused

I had bleeding like a period 2 days and now gone.. Ive been super nauseous. I wasn't due for AF until Saturday im not bleeding nomore i don't have breast pain. I don't think im more tired than usual but im super stressed and i know i have low progesterone due to stress. My anxiety meds are stolen but i don't want to take a narcotic if im pregnant but ivde been trying since January no sucuss. I think my eggs arent implanting . My luteal phase is short. And ive had major chaos not stress beyond that and now i have these symptoms smells make me sick and im having nausea sometimes i get sick 10x a day and i shake and get cold sweats. Im going to my OB on the 21st i don't want a test because they are always negative so id rather not and just wait for symptoms but did anyone feel this way . I don't feel pregnant except for this nausea but it could be nerves but i hope i am and if im not im asking for some chlomid or progesterone cream ASAP even though ill probably have to go be a dancer to afford it because the state denies poor rights that others have. Im bringing my Bella Maria or my Adrion in this world. Why do the well off have the right to fertility clinics and im denied the liberties other women have eff dat im getting this money hell or high water but what do u think about me symptoms