Can't feel anything

I've tried clitoral stimulation and fingering and it doesn't feel like anything. It feels the same as touching any other part of my body. I've been trying for years. I sometimes orgasm just as I'm waking up (at least I think it's an orgasm.) but that's the only time it's ever felt good down there.

My mom said I used to masturbate when I was like 6, but she stopped me because I started trying to do it in public. So idk. I guess it felt good back then. Just not anymore.