Having a hard time keeping faith

(A little tmi) Hey you guys so I'm having a hard time keeping faith right now, not in God in general but rather I am so fearful and anxious about a MC I can't help but to freak out. I know I need to just trust in God and his plan but i am finding it very hard. It doesn't help that I'm spotting and have yellow  egg white cm which is freaking me out. I so badly want to have an uncomplicated simple pregnancy where everything is going exactly as it should but I think God wants me to learn to trust in him better but I don't know how to do that. My anxiety keeps getting the best of me 😔 any advice?