39 weeks 5 days and totally lost

So I have been in a lot of pain lately and every time I go to my appointments they don’t tell me much except my blood pressure, her blood pressure, and my weight. I have no idea how much she weighs roughly and no idea if I am at all effaced. I had to ask at my last appointment for them to even check me for being dilated anymore. This is my first time for all of this and i just feel so lost.

I get the same answer whenever I call about my pain, which is that they say it’s all normal. Beyond frustrating!!!!

Does anyone else feel this lost or helpless?!

I just hope she comes before my 40 week appointment Wednesday, because I am so over all this pain and confusion.