Porn?

Michaela
Okay so my fiancé and I have sex quite frequently and if I'm gone for a week or so for work he watches porn which pisses me off because we've made videos😂 but that was strictly because he is an oilfield man. My question is should I be as pissed off as I am because he watches porn? It makes me feel like crap that we watches these women because I'm not the "perfect" woman in that video that he's getting off to. I just don't understand it I guess. What are y'all's thoughts?