So upset

I’m in my bedroom crying my eyes out

The way my mum talks about me is really upsetting and I think she actually has problems.

She comes into my room and I say something to her and she asks me 10k questions about it and I say “wish I never told you” and she starts crying her eyes out and calling me horrible and starts slamming doors for no reason and she tries to make me feel bad by saying “I gave up my whole life for you” (I’m adopted) I just really think that is an awful thing to say to a 16 year old as a defensive mechanism

But I’m not crying because of that I’m crying because she makes me out to be so horrible and such an awful person but her son literally came to our house the other day demanding her for money in a rude tone and I didn’t see her start crying then it’s just like wth I said one thing and I’m horrible and there are literally people I know who tell their mums to “piss off” and talk about how they hate their mum and they’re not crying about it but me who says one thing gets called horrible and now I’m being ignored it’s just wrong