This hurts bad

I've been trying so hard to get pregnant since I got off of depo.. I've been pregnant for about 5-6 weeks and woke up yesterday morning and was bleeding Alot .. it was like big dark red clots , I went to the ER and was there for about 3 hours just for them to tell me they don't know if I miscarried or not ... So long story short they basically told me to wait until Monday to do a blood test and make a prenatal appointment so that she can tell me what I already know! 😒 I've never been through this type of thing and my emotions are literally everywhere . I want to cry , I want to be mad, I just can't deal right now