Ugh someone give me advice... 😩 school/dropping out

I’m currently in highschool still trying to graduate after dropping out in 10th grade in 2015.

I don’t have a job (never had one yet) and I’m 18. Since I dropped out so young, I’m far from finishing school and it’s getting to the point where I want to just give up and drop out again.. and get a job? My bf graduated & has a current job. (Didn’t go to college, yet at least)

I feel so less than him and worthless and like the reason we aren’t getting anywhere after being together for 3 years in a committed relationship (apartment or anything) is because of me and where I am in life.. if anyone went through something similar (like dropping out) can you please share your story with me? Whether it was because of issues at home, pregnancy, bullying, etc anything! I’d love to hear it and listen to you guys because I’m feeling so hopeless and down on myself and it’s like the school really isn’t doing much for me and I can’t see myself staying there until I graduate and I can’t see myself getting to that point of graduation 😪😪😞☹️😖😭😢 I feel really conflicted and confused and down on myself. I want to just leave school again and give up that but I know things will be even harder but it’s like the school isn’t telling me any progress or things I can improve on or things I can do to hurry up this process but its more of like independent school everything is online to get your diploma. Thanks for listening & please share your opinions, stories etc. 💓💕