My husband and i got married in june. That's when I stopped taking birth control because we wanted to start ttc

I was all for it until I found out that maturnity leave is unpaid.

I make 4$ more an hour than my husband, so it's obvious who is bringing home more money. The thing is, if I don't work our bills could not get paid.

I told him a few days ago that I need to get another job and start saving money before we start ttc again. We will just have to be safe till then.

Well last night my husband acted like he didn't want to be around me. Wouldn't kiss me, didn't give a damn that I was touching him, acting so rude. Then he freaks out saying he shouldn't have to wear a condom or be safe. Needless to say, I put my clothes on, we both rolled over and I cried myself to sleep.

I need some advice. Or some words of encouragement or something. I feel so unwanted. And so disrespected.