BIRTH CONTROL? MENOPAUSE?

I think my doctor fucked me up a few years ago after I found out I had endometriosis. She didn’t want me to have a period at all, so when I took birth control I skipped the placebo pills and started a new pack. I didn’t have a period for like a year.

BUT NOW, I’m having horrible trouble starting my period and ovulation. (note I’m apparently insulin resistant).

She just prescribed me some medicine to start my period because I was 55 days late and I had to call her because I’m Day 9 of extremely heavy bleeding.

She wants me to start birth control AGAIN. Y’all, I’m scared she’s fucking me up from not being able to have children. Would YOU personally take the birth control? I’m so terrified that she’s putting me in menopause sooner than I should be.

NOTE: I know insulin resistant WILL STOP MY PERIOD. Also I’m only 24.