I’m a terrible mom

My 2 1/2-year-old has the slaughter really been upsetting me all the time because he’s not wanting to potty train and I just feel like it’s the right time well his dad’s been down there but of course and then of course he peas on the floor right in front of me after I put him on the potty and so I spanked him six times yes six times on the bare butt and I guess I do feel like a very bad mother so please do not tell me that I’m a bad mom this is the first time that I have ever gotten so mad at him and upset but I have done this to him and my heart really does hurt I feel like a terrible mom I haven’t like turning myself into the law...

{Edited by Glow}