Defeated
I feel defeated, stressed, worthless, and useless. I feel like no matter what I do, it's never good enough. It's like no matter what I do for him, it's never enough. I take care of the house the best I can, wash his laundry when I have time, I even miss out on my shower every day sometimes two days, to have dinner on the table, and most important, I take care of his daughter 24/7. I change her, feed her, bathe her, cuddle her to sleep, wake up in the middle of the night, bring her to doctor appointments, know why she is crying and what to do for her, skip on meals to take care of her because some days she just wants to be held and on top of all that I exclusively pump. I do what a lot of moms can't but yet I'm still not good enough? He screams, yells, throws things. And that was because he couldn't go to the bathroom for 15 minutes. I love him but since the baby has been born and he has been working and paying the bills himself (two months) he's been a real ass. He lost his job and has been working 4 just to pay bills. Idk. Just needed to vent I guess.
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