I don’t wanna stay with him :(

I don’t want to move in with my son’s father on Monday because being at his house makes me incredibly stressed. There’s no space for my things, he and his family live like slobs and he constantly tries to control everything, even though it’s “ours”.

I wish I could stay at my fathers place. I’m not ready to move out yet and my dad isn’t ready for us to all go yet, he’s so excited to be a grand father. I’m happier at home with my dad. They only reason I don’t stay is because he’s smokes marijuana in the house (its medicinal, he has a card) and my son’s father keeps threatening to take my son away from me if I don’t stay or if things don’t go his way. He literally told me if I went back on antidepressants (as a last resort) he’s taking me to court and putting me down as an unfit parent.

I wish my dad didn’t smoke in the house so I could stay. I wish my son’s father wasn’t an asshole about me wanting to do my own things.